Paul Gutkowski

Ben Gazzara was a Sick Fuck

by: Paul Gutkowski

One year ago the world lost a legend, today we pay respect to a true “sick fuck”….

Ben Gazzara was a sick fuck. He went toe to toe with Jimmy Stewart in Anatomy of a Murder at the age of 29. He smuggled a Czech waitress out of Prague after the Soviet invasion in 1968.  He fucked Audrey Hepburn.

Biagio Anthony Gazzara was born in the Lower East Side of New York to Sicilian immigrant parents attempting to grind out a life in America.  As a child, his family moved to 29th Street and 1st Avenue.  Gazzara was a corner boy, involved in petty crime and standard poor kid neighborhood bullshit.  At the age of 12 he went to see a friend perform in a play put on by the Madison Square Boys Club across the street from his tenement building.  Gazzara was jealous as fuck at the applause his friend received, and he coveted the same attention. He auditioned for the theater troupe and blew the mind of Howard Sinclair, the troupe’s director and a man Gazzara later referred to as a second father.  For his first role, Sinclair cast Gazzara as a 72 year old Arab man.  After studying engineering at City College for 2 years he stopped lying to himself and everybody else about what he wanted from life. and went back to acting.

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Miracle on 32nd Street

by: Paul Gutkowski

Across the Margin’s holiday tribute continues with proof that miracles come in all shapes and sizes….

We sat in a shitty midtown Irish pub. Irish Rover, Irish Times? Didn’t matter. They were all the same that night. Every bar and pub in a 10 block radius of the Garden was teeming with folks falling somewhere on the phish fan spectrum.  From heady mamas to hedge-funders who hoard away old DAT collections, they were all represented. It was early December and the place was all dolled up in Christmas regalia.  Jeremy and I sat in a booth slugging whiskey.

“My cousin Mark is gonna meet us.”

“The Amhashador?”  Jeremy asked.

“Yeah man. Should be here any minute. “

On cue he walked in. All beard and smiles.  He gave Jeremy and I each a hug that conveyed his absolute a faith in humanity.

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Around the Margin – 2012 NBA Season Recap / Playoff Preview

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Tonight the 2012 NBA season comes to a close, the door shutting on a shortened blink-of-an-eye season (b.o.a.e. for fans of the league that is). Although the season was condensed the drama was not. In a mere 66 games we experienced the rise (and fall) of Linsanity, saw the Timberwolves rise to respectability (and fall) behind Kevin Love and Ricky Rubio, witnessed Lebron James and Kevin Durant’s continued dominance and MVP battle, scrutinized Kobe’s defiance of age, and were rocked to the core by Metta World Peace’s antics yet once again. Here to discuss the 2012 NBA season, including a look ahead to this years playoffs, are a few of the voices of Across the Margin you are familiar with, luckily joined today by Jack Nicolaus of Blernsball Prospectus……

MCS: Let’s talk some hoops kids.

Jack: I just want to say, as a Metta World Peace apologist, “It was unintentional”.

Rau: Just bad timing really.

PG: Looks like Harden will be just fine.

Jack: “Bad Timing, The Metta World Peace Story”.

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Around the Margin – Trayvon Martin

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Trayvon Martin’s murder (The use of the word murder in this introductory paragraph is a telling sign of where we stand on this one) in a gated community in Sanford Florida has stimulated intense reactions across the country. The voices of Across the Margin felt compelled to weigh in what they could…..

PG: Did either of you read The Classical’s shorts essays on the NBA and Trayvon?

MCS: No. What am I missing?

PG: It’s right here. It’s worth a read. It delves into how this event cuts to the core of who these dudes (athletes) are and compels them to act…say, versus Nike’s slave wager practices in China. The pieces primarily focus on Bron Bron.

MCS: I am looking it over now and it appears well thought out. I saw the picture of the Heat in hoodies and also read Bron’s tweets as they came across the wire. I have to applaud him for that. And I completely understand how it hits home to him.

MCS: I really do appreciate the outpouring of people affected by this. Seeing NY Senators in hoodies and the rallies. But what I am seeing almost as much of lately is blatant smear campaigns against Trayvon.

PG: Who hasn’t been suspended for carrying a lil grass in their pockets?

MCS: Weed…What the fuck? What does that have to do with anything?

PG: Nothing.

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Around the Margin – Sunday Night in America

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The beginning of a series of discussions where the voices of Across the Margin convene to discuss pertinent topics (well…sometimes).  An unabashed glimpse into the minds of some of the writers holding it down over here. This week they discuss Mos Def’s “Ni@@as in Poorest’, Saved by the Bell, Bret McKenzie, the Oscars, ‘What is the What’ by David Eggers, and a whole lot of NBA.

Sunday Night in America

PG: This is now a group chat.

Rau: I feel like part of Voltron.

MCS: Hold on…Gotta close a window. Listening to Young Guru talk ‘Ni@@as in Poorest’ vs ‘Ni@@as in Paris’…..

PG: Diabetics….

MCS: A must listen. He is challenging the whole idea of competition in rap….and how there is little need to perceive this song as a ‘dis’ song when Mos is simply using it as a platform to make social commentary….as he does.

PG: I agree with that. They are not necessarily conflicting songs.

MCS: Not at all.

PG: One celebrates black folks wealth and affluence and the ability to wile out, the other just points out that 75 % of black folk are still poor as shit.

MCS: Do I have to stop saying Mos? That’s my question.

PG: I think Yasiin would appreciate it.

MCS: Done.

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